destruktivatankar

Why am i a such mistake ?
Why am i so fucking broken ?
I just want to lay down on the ground and die
Just for a while
Untill all the pain has disapeard
So i can be happy
But there is so much pain
Its just to much
I can't handle it
I can't handle anything no more
A stupid girl like me can´t live this life
I'm drowning in my tears tonight
because the pain wont go away
So i close my eyes
And hope everything is good when i open them
But i guess i have to keep them close untill i die
because i know that its never going to be better